a imperfect world
I am finally spending time at home, thanks to the flu bug. It has been a while, my home in
Hong Kong is just 4 walls around me. And thus, I don’t spend much here. I am a people person and thus solitude means little . But for the sake of not spreading the flu bug to anyone else and also to get myself back in Shape for Thursday’s dive trip. I need to do what I must do.
Funny.. at home, away from work, I still have my Rates, Lotus notes, Bloomy up. Well, I get to watch more tele and be with myself so as to speak.
Watched the season finale of the OC. 3 seasons of Marisa, Anna, Summer, Seth and Ryan. It is like 17 again, half my age of course. I remember back in school where
Beverly Hills 90210 is such a hip cool show.
I am not one who chase soaps as another friend of mine has so accuse me of. But The OC does have it moments. Heartwarming moments.. Reel life, real life… I will never know which one mimics the other. But it is true that our lives’ is one drama after another and we live an imperfect life. Thus we want our celluloid world to be perfect. Nonetheless, it is definitely less dramatic than the celluloid world.
Sometimes, a dramatic moment can be as short as 5 seconds of sudden impact. I had one Saturday night. Set me thinking again. Oh well.. the memories lingers no matter what. There is a reason why memories matter. Because we are human and if void of emotions, we are nothing. Some people let their emotions get the better of them, while others suppress it with logic and rationale. I am not the latter.
The reality is that we are never in knowledge of how to act and what to do with emotional situations.. We just have to move forward and forward until another event puts another kink in our journey of life. I guess.
June 1st, 2006 at 1:02 am
wow…be careful abt urself.
someone used to say, whenever I saw the beauties, I do believe the existance of God.
sometimes, loneliness seems to be nice, for we can remind and look back our lives… when we r in good conditions, seldom got the mood to.
take care…
June 5th, 2006 at 8:16 am
aha, bitten by the flu bug, no wonder i dont see u in office these days. be well soon.